Hobo Happenings

To post yours.

So I watched this video, and as soon as it was done I bought this.

I couldn’t help myself. >_<

I have officially fucked up my sleeping schedule again. I shall try to get to bed early tomorrow night. No more 11pm naps. >_>

Bonne nuit, lovelies. <3

That is my ex in case you didn’t know. I am still not sure why he randomly emails me. Oh well. This one was interesting:

How’s life?

A friend of mine showed me this person on LJ. To me she seems more borderline and depressed than just depressed. She sees everything as overwhelming, has insomnia and body aches, can’t work etc. Lives in florida, can’t find a free clinic to help her due to lack of pay stubs. Doesn’t write quite like you and her parents aren’t dead. Probably had a less traumatic life. If you feel like it you can talk to her. I rather doubt that you do, but that’s your call. Think its friend locked so you might have to join the depressed community to view it.

http://community.livejournal.com/poor_skills/3386280.html?view=86449576#t86449576

Took the LSAT, got a 161. Puts me in the 84th percentile. Going to law school in the fall of 2010. Applied for a research fellowship, probably won’t get it. Currently have 105 of 120 credits needed to graduate.

Plan on going to war with my hometown and my old school. Nothing else to do.
How are your kidneys doing?

Eric


Should I join LJ and try to talk to this girl?

I want to treat this blog as my diary. Then I realize that some of the people who read this, well, I don’t want them knowing my secrets.

That is why, dear readers, I don’t get in depth that often.

So blame the stalkerish types. The people who become obsessed and contact me over and over again trying to convince me that they can be the one to save me.

Because of them I keep this bland.

I have to keep going to the doctor. Tomorrow for sure. Then 5 days from now for my checkup. Then I have to go for dialysis.  And I can’t afford cab fare anymore. x.x

Bawwwwwwwwwwww!

I feel horrible and I can’t stay asleep.

I hate everybody and everything.

I want to be held and all I have is my teddy bear.

H8.

I am really hoping my bank account magically gets more money in it.

I’ve been at -$44.89 for a week now. >_>

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I was in so much pain this morning I went into the ER. While there, the pain got worse. I was given tons of morphine and had a CT scan, blood, and urine tests. The doctor thinks I may have passed a stone earlier, but as for now I only have a kidney infection. And since I have my pre-existing condition, if it’s not better in 2 days I need to get admitted.  =/

I cried because it hurt so bad. x.x